today's physics test was screwed.. didnt managed to complete it. haix. nvm.. enough of this, I've got sth worst to complain about..

I'M THE 17TH IN THE 800M! JUST ONE MORE TO FINALS [top 16]! CRAP SIA..
okay.. I'm not saying that i'm not contented with my timing of 2:48:57 [yay! I broke my PB]
but hey.. If only I'm one second faster.. I really regretted my decision. I slowed down at the starting of the second round.. Just because I was leading, and I was scared that I'm goin too fast. Why did I slow down!! zz..
But nonetheless, I really gained a lot of experience through this race. Thanks to Donovan who taught me to start fast and maintain my speed throughout the race. It really helped! YAY!
hahas and thanks Elwin for the two mental skills you've taught me. I really focused on myself during the race, and i'm not distracted by others, nor nervous when I'm running. I dunno why, it just automatically came to me. but yeah, it's a good thing. at least I broke my pb..

haix. tried not to cry at the stadium.. It just that the 800m finals just 与我擦肩而过. This feeling is really... depressing.. jus by 1 sec!! wth! but yeah.. I broke down when I reached home. now i'm feeling better lerhh.. have thought things through. there's no point crying over split milk yea.. I'll just have to qualify for SEMIFINALS in 400m tmr! TOP 24! ALL THE WAY!


endure! I have to. I cant wait for next year already. It's too late. I have to give my best tmr!