sec three life is simply sucky. all my tests didnt come out as well as I had thought. or should I say, everything went against my wishes? wad's the point of studying so hard for that piece of paper in the end when we doesnt even really need to apply the knowledge in our future work? except maths of course. lol. I'm stressed up!! omg it's like so damn competitive! wad would happen if I didnt get L1L5 < 9? yeah I will kill myself haha. as if. my chem barely passed, and my maths are like crap? and I'm startin to not understand physics and biology. wad's happening to me?? crap crap crap. yeah there's still HCL. which I barely passed the compo. haha. am I fit to be in triple science class? whatever. and all those rumours are seriously affecting me. I cant study properly. so dun be surprised if I cant maintain my standard(as if I've got any) or deproved.. haiz.
Life's simply a torture.Felt tired today after all the training. haiz. how can I achive my aim like this? crap. I should set realistic goals actually. If not I would feel damn demoralise everytime.
ok sleepin now? lol depends bah. and like wad Kenzo said, I'm talkin to myself. haha.
