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That GIRL


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Seet Min Yi
tracker
13 october 1994
16 years old
anderson primary
ang mo kio secondary
minyi_19@hotmail.com
Current Personal Bests(PB)
2.4km - 10:52
800m - 02:48:57
400m - 01:10:49
beep test - level 9.7

Cravings


Go to 3/5 2009
Buy new spikes!
new track suit
new sports bag
new track shoes
new handphone, preferably sony ericsson
FINALS IN NATIONALS 2010!
- 800m: 2:36s
- 400m: 68s
beep test - stage 11
10:30 for 2.4km in 2010
L1R5 - 6
Maintain TOP 10 in level

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Abigail

Aglin
Alfred
Anita
Annette
Ashley
ATHLETICS

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6/7'06
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1/5'07-2/5'08
3/5'09
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d
Denecia
Donovan

e
Elaine
Ernest

f
FangHua

g
Gabriel
Guangren

h
Howard
HuiLin
HuiPing

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Izuan

j
Jacqueline
JiaHui
JiaJun
JiaLiang
Jinrong
Joanne
Johnray
Jolene
Jon
JonathanKoh
JonTham
Jovan
Joy
JunHao

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Kenzo

l
LuoMin

m
MaTian
Melvin
Michael
Michelle
MinYiLin
Metis

n
Natalie
NiJune

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p
Pauline
PeiHua
PeiXuan

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QiHuan
QingYi
Queenie

r
Regina
Renald

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Samantha
Samuel
SePent
Shareler
Sharon
Sherilynn
Sherylyn
Siqi
ShiHui
ShiYing
ShuoJian
Sintia
SinYao
SokYing
Stephanie
Stephanie(aps)

t
Trevis

u

v
Valerie

w
WangLing
WeiLin(aps)
WenChing
WennHao

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XinHui

y
YokeFong
Yonghan
YuXin

z
ZhenHui


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Credits


Designer: Agnes
Base Code: Tammy
Image: Enakei
Image Host: Tinypic & Photobucket


Saturday, June 5, 2010

This, is LIFE

I'm done with maybe around 50% of editing the painting using photoshop! woahh, it's difinitely difficult and eyes are damn tired now. But seeing the result makes me really satisfied. :D Gonna continue tmr.
Strive, and never give up!


03062010! <3




My World My Life

12:25:00 AM




Thursday, May 20, 2010

This, is LIFE

Shall start updating my blogger too. dont really feel like keeping this blog dead.
Exams are over, yet I dont feel that it had caused any change in my life. I still feel... as stressed as ever, maybe even more. Have to chiong 4 boards by friday, and currently I'm only done with 1 which I'm most satisfied with. I don't think I've enough materials to fill up the other 3 boards... Seems like I've to paint more, and practise my skills too? Gosh, board 5 is due next week too. Not that I'm complaining, but other than the paintings I've to do, I don't really like to do art. Probably 'cause painting makes me feel relaxed, and not as stressed? I have no idea. lol.
Results for MYE was pretty alright, did better than expected for some subjects, though Biology was disappointing. The first time I got a C for my science. D: Shocking, but I've accepted it. It doesn't really matter, the marks. It just showed me how much I've to improve, and how much more effort do I have to put in to do well.

So yeahh, I've done my best, and I'm contented.



My World My Life

12:48:00 AM




Monday, May 3, 2010

This, is LIFE

recently just switched to tumblr, so didnt update my blogger much, hahas.
exams started and i'm busy with my art and revision so not going to post frequently too. ><
right, so byes.



My World My Life

12:16:00 AM




Sunday, April 18, 2010

This, is LIFE

Went out to Bras Basar today to buy Chem Workout and colour pencils. I realised that I've been buying so much from popular since the start of the year! Should've gotten the member card. >< But nvm. Now my table is full of assessments and textbooks and papers, but I cant seem to complete them! argg... Time isnt enough. I guess june holidays i have to mug practically everyday? gosh. Still, settle the important things first! Saved lots of photos from facebook for my art. Sorry if i took your photo. XD haha but I seriously love facebook! without it my art coursework will fail cos i'm lazy to get any photos. one reason is my camera is not exactly portable/ sleek. so i don't like to bring. lol. aww, but today wasn't exactly a fruitful day. did a drawing, and it sucks! I dun like to colour... :( still, at least, one drawing down. (i'm suppposed to do 2?) didnt manage to sttudy much today too. Blame it on Fang Hong and Jun Meng who keep playing and wasting time! argg. but it's a fun day todday, didnt regret going out to study, though i think that I could better use the time to do alot more other things. hahas. finally a happy post? i dunno, but yeahh, i guess today is a happy day. endure the final lap! Tmr will be better! (I hope?)



My World My Life

11:17:00 PM




Saturday, April 17, 2010

This, is LIFE

I know I've to start revision already, but I'm lost...
I have no idea what to do for art, but I don't want it to pull down my overall grade.
This sucks totally. But what can I do? haix.

Watching them being handed the form to attend the awards nite, seeing the smiles on their faces, I wonder why am I not one of them. Did I not put in enough effort? Why cant I be recognised? So what if I'm one of the top 10 in the level when the people only care about the top in level. They'll only ask, who's the first? and the others will get neglected. It's normal i guess. Why didnt I maintain my top in mathematics? Why cant i be the best again? I hate this feeling, seriously. Now I already have difficulty coping with the subjects, how can I possibly think so far? I really think that I'm going to fail my midyear.


Art is killing me. I've lost the interest. I have totally no mood in continuing. But I still have to persevere. It's just an empty shell who's drawing and painting, not me. Art is depriving me of the time to enjoy life. It's making me lose my freedom. I hate that. Most of all, I hate being forced to do things which I don't like. Why did you scold me when I've tried my best to produce the drawing which I think it's nice? Your words hurt me to the max. It's like thousands of needles pricking my heart. I've put in my effort and you said it's of primary sch standard? So what's good drawing to you?! Please, I just want this to end. I seriously regret my decision of taking art in the first place. Last year was alright, but this year, all I can say is, it sucks. Totally. Nothing could bring back the interest I have in art before. It has been long lost.



My World My Life

10:28:00 PM




Saturday, April 10, 2010

This, is LIFE

Nationals ended.
Surprisingly, I got into S/Finals for 400m. Quite unexpected, but there's nothing to show off about. Timing wasn't very fast. Plus this year's qualifying timing was slower than last year by alot...
800m was disappointing. Guess I was pretty nervous hahas. but still, it's a great experience though I didnt even get close to my PB.
Managed to enter S/Finals for 4x100m too. but timing wasn't really great too, so yeahh..
Most disappointing was probably 4x400m. I thought I ran my best. I really thought I'm fast. I thought I caught up and close up the gap. I really thought I could break PB. In the end, it's just... wishes? Why did I train so much? Isn't it to help me improve? but why I cant? I noe I shdn't compare myself with others, but why cant i do it?
I'm feeling helpless.. :(


No Grand Finals races for me this year... again.



My World My Life

8:39:00 PM




Monday, March 29, 2010

This, is LIFE

Nationals Schedule is out! (Tentative)
Most races are in the afternoon! No skipping lessons for me. :O

Thursday, 1st April
800m 1625 Heats

Monday, 5th April
400m 1640 Heats

Tuesday, 6th April
400m 1445 S/Finals

Wednesday, 7th April
4x100m 1615 Heats

Thursday, 8th April
4x100m 1530 S/Finals

Friday, 9th April
400m 0935 Finals
4x400m 1500 Heats

Wednesday, 14th April
800m 1540 Finals
4x100m 1630 Finals
4x400m 1714 Finals


I really wanna get into Finals for my 800m! Missed by one position last year. ><
but haix, I know that my form isnt as well as last year.
Maybe clock a PB?
3 more days!



My World My Life

12:04:00 AM




Monday, March 15, 2010

This, is LIFE

I've lost my confidence. Ever since the start of this year, I've not been confident for anything. Whatever I did, it will come out wrong, all wrong. What for dream so much when in the end, they are just dreams? They won't become reality. Not even when I've put in alot of effort. I just got to learn to accept this cruel fact, that wherever I am, there will always be someone who is way better than me out there.

And yeahh, I have lost my will to fight, to achieve my goals. I am neither a talented nor hardworking person. I'm just some average person, and someone who would stay unnoticed even when she fights hard to be in the limelight. There'll always be some other people who would steal the light away, covering her in the darkness.

This is the reality. Cruel, but true.




I've lost, totally. though i can be encouraging the others, i cant encourage myself. No amount of motivation can make me be myself again. This will cause me my dream, I know. But I've learnt to let go. There'll be no disappointment when there's no hope. So I shan't hope.



My World My Life

9:39:00 PM